by Mark Brandenburg MA, CPCC
As a personal coach for men and the publisher of a newsletter, I'm sometimes
blessed with personal stories from readers that touch my heart. This story
sent in from a father helped me to remember why I'm doing what I do. I'd like
to share it with you:
"As a father of two teens, I've enjoyed
your insight on fatherhood. I was raised in a loving family environment,
but just as you indicated, my father was the primary breadwinner and
the "backbone" of the family, not an emotional type. As a child, I never
saw him cry or appear weak, nor did he ever utter the words "I love you".
It was just not in his vocabulary, though I never doubted his love for any
It was not until his last hours on this earth, nearly 9 years
ago, that I saw him cry for the first time. Suffering from the side effects
of leukemia, I was visiting him in his hospital room.
As I sat on the
side of his bed feeding him ice chips and jello cubes by spoon, it occurred
to me that we had reversed roles. He was no longer caring for my needs,
but I was there to help him with a basic need.
We talked about things
that we'd never discussed previously and as I was preparing to return
home to my family for the night, I turned to him and said "I love you". He
smiled and nodded his approval as I exited his room for the last
Unfortunately, he'd been experiencing internal bleeding, though
he never complained or mentioned it to me, and he expired some three hours
after I left.
I feel fortunate to have spent those last hours
with him and that I could express my love to him, though I felt out of
character in doing it. I only wish that it had occurred years
As a father myself, I've broken the male mold. I freely
express my love not only for my wife but for each of my children. Rarely does
a day pass that I don't talk with my kids, always ending the
conversation with an "I love you".
I'll be the first to admit that
life is not always a bed of roses, and that developing strong family
ties requires patience and perseverance. But I'm incredibly proud of the
family relationships that we've developed and nurtured in our
Millions of today's fathers grew up with fathers who were
unable to express their love directly. And yet so many of these fathers have
been able to express their love to their own children.
They've done it
because they know the pain of not receiving that love. They know how
absolutely vital their expression of love and acceptance is for their
kids. And they've moved past the discomfort of expressing their love for
their kids so that they may thrive.
This is an acknowledgement to the
courage of all the fathers who have "broken the mold."
If our world is
to change, it won't be without love from our fathers.
Loving Your Children NO MATTER WHAT!
Unconditional love is about loving and showing that love even when you or your child acts in ways you may not like.
Nature of Love
Love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people
you love, allow them to be free beings. Give and don't expect. Advise, but
don't order. Ask, but never demand.
What Is Love?
was never needed to prove my undying love through a glorious act
of self-sacrifice. It was something I was required to do in little
ways, through one small act of kindness at a time. And that, I've
learned, is love.
10 Things Your Mother Didn't Tell You
Success isn't about money. Success in life is
living it on your own terms - whatever you define
that to be - and being perfectly happy with that.
Being successful is an individual definition --not
media hype --and it's easier than you think.
Mother's Love Knows no bounds